The Change in Weather, Mind, Body, and Soul

Hey there Pika fans! So I'm back and with some interesting turn of events. So far with my hair growth I have seen now a full inch in hair growth just a week after my 30 day hair care challenge ended. I'm still wearing my hair with its natural curls and I think I'll keep it that way until I feel like it lol. I have since straightened my hair once and it looks amazingly long and beautiful but after a few hours of it being straightened, it ended up becoming thin and unhealthy once again so I made sure not to put any heat on it since. Along with my hair growth, I have some news to report on my weight loss. Within one weekend I supposedly gained 5lbs. So I'm sitting here thinking what in the hell did I eat that weekend,  I didn't stop working out but I had been feeling even more sluggish than before. I have finally come to the conclusion that it must be my Depo shot. I got the Depo shot the last week of August and was feeling fine for a whole month. Then all of a sudden my hormones just went out of whack. One minute I was happy the next I was crying, I've had nights where I'll stay up all night and all morning and never getting a wink of sleep. Worrying about things that I shouldn't even be worrying about. I felt like a hot mess and believe me I still do. Knowing that I had weight gain, feeling like I'm going out of my mind and also my body feeling deteriorating in health and bone mass, made me want to hide away from the world. I will say it again I will never go on this shot ever again it's not worth my health and my sanity for that matter. I got on it because it was the only form a birth control that was consistent and didn't have as many side effects like the pills I was on. Well this shot proved me the hell wrong so come time for my second shot you best believe I will NOT be going back for it. I will find something that works for me instead and finally get all these hormones out of my body that are just not natural. This has just been the worst feeling I could have ever experienced on birth control. I feel sorry for my husband cause he has to deal with me :/ Other than all of this Pika fans I am still alive and well and hoping to get back on track with everything. School is going very well, just finished up my midterm exams and am awaiting for the completion of my Student Teaching Application! Yay! If you guys have any questions on anything that I have discussed tonight please feel free to comment. I'm more than happy to answer them :D Have a great rest of the week and rest up college students!

Love Always,
MissPikachuification